Starting work has been stressful, mistakes have been made on the whole (I hope) myself and my new colleagues seem to have done ok.
On call have been stressful and then the doubt starts to come in. Should I have reviewed Mrs X who track triggered or Mrs B who seemed just as sick first?
Did I do the right thing? Should I have seen this happening earlier? Did I miss something?
An FY2 colleague said to me - "Your doing fine. Everybody ended the shift hemodynamically stable and those who weren't, you got a senior to come along."
Apparently this gets easier and you start to relax. Hope it starts soon